Matters of the Heart #1 - My resurrection story!

Dearly Beloved,

Happy Easter to all! Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. It's been one heck of a ride over the last 45 years of service. I thank you for your service and your friendship.

The idea of a birthday has really shifted for me over the years. That's what happens when you discover you were never born, so you cannot die. God created all of us as always existing, with no beginnings and no endings. As you transcend the belief you are a body and remember the immortal light, the Life Enteral, you will discover your angelic heritage and know this be true without a shadow of doubt. That we are the Children of the Light. The Sons of God who are forever young.

As Jesus put’s it , “For they cannot die again, because they are equal unto Angels; and they are Sons of God, because they are Sons of the resurrection.” Jesus Luke 20:36

In the Spirit of Easter, I want share something with you. A tale some of you are aware I speak about and teach often while others may not be, but are ready to hear the it today.  A deep truth that most of the world has yet to pay attention to or take seriously coming from me, Barry Long, St. Paul, Susan R. Garrett, Edgar Cayce, many others, and Jesus himself.  A truth that many have heckled me for, but it’s okay, I know they are just afraid of love and the truth.   

As you are learning today the truth has been in the bible the whole time. Very few can see it because we believe in separation and want to be separate for others.  We can’t stand our own refection, not knowing the world and people in it, can only show us what we believe about ourselves.  

What does it mean to be equal unto Angels as the Sons of God in resurrection?  Illusions are always illusions of differences. To be equal means no differences.

For a long time I was afraid to talk about this openly. Afraid to be myself and what I am.  Afraid of the critical opinions of others as the result of holding critical opinions about them. Most of all afraid Light, scared to let go of the body. A fear I am still chipping away at.

In 2014 a saw a vision of the Son of God as a golden halo of light around the heads of everyone that quickly grew to engulf the whole body radiating from the solar plexus. From there the light could no longer be contained in the golden orb and extended to the entire field of perception enveloping it in a shared radiance. Through me a perfect Love looked on its Self. It was a moment of suspended judgment and infinite appreciation for all of you. Not wanting anything from anyone or the world, I felt whole, at one with the world and all of you as, as reflection of my Self. I remembered “I am one Self”.

When this happened, I became aware the world was a holographic projection of fracturing light coming from my own mind. That my mind was a projector of images, just like at the movies, literally playing on a screen of blackness or darkness. I was a character called Kenny in my own movie or better, my own dream, who thought he was born a body and could die.  A dream of separation from God and my brothers that I was waking up from through this wonderful Love Light of Oneness. The light of the forgiveness I gave shinning back at me in a loving embrace.

I was enjoying this new way of looking at the world through the Light when I started having headaches and didn’t know why. I felt like I was being crucified. A phenomenon I've experienced off and on for many years. One night I prayed to God for understanding and another miracle happened. I woke up one morning to a hologram of the crucifixion of Jesus in rainbow light in front of me. It was being projected from my mind about 8 feet away maybe. Not sure.  Wherever I would move my head it would with move with me. Over the course of the day the crucifixion transformed from Jesus on the cross into a gorgeous Angel in resurrection.  The Angel of the Lord. His beautiful wings went from being horizontal to reaching vertical in gorgeous almost V shaped arcs. I had just witnessed the resurrection of Jesus. He went from being a body of pain to a Angel of Light.

For many days the hologram remained in front of me. It transformed from a traditional archangel into a beautiful V shape of light shining on top of a shimmering orb of light. It got closer and closer to me, getting bigger and bigger until I finally went through the orb and them the V. What did it all mean?

Remember that darkness or black screen I said the dream is projected onto? You have this experience yourself when you close your eyes and see only blackness. Living in the Light I practiced the golden rule as best I could striving to recognize everyone our in shared holiness. A daily renewed willingness to see all people as messengers of love come to heal my reflection, through forgiveness,  when yet another miracle unfolded.

I discovered the black screen was nothing but a cloud of darkness around my mind. Light started shining though it like when the sun shines away a fog. There was something behind this veil that the Light of God was revealing to me. It suddenly broke out into view for just for a moment and then just for few hours. A world of Angels of which I am one. Beautiful birds of heavenly light whose wings stretch forever.

Jesus is there with all of us and is no different from any of us. I discovered our shared wings. That I had never stopped flying.  I wasn't just dreaming I was a body, I was dreaming I was no longer an Angel. Why did this world come and go view away? Why was it fading in and fading out? I have yet to fully transfer to it even to this day.

I realized my spiritual vision was vacillating in intensity. The halos were getting strong at times, more profound, and I didn't see them around everybody anymore.  The All-Pervading Light of Being that shines on everything seemed to be dimming in my sight. It's not that the Light was dimming, it was always there. What was dimming was my ability to see it! But why?

There is a direct relationship between seeing the halo, the orb of Light, or Face of Christ in everyone and one’s ability to be in or see the angelic world.  When it becomes Christ-vision becomes constant it is gateway to another world. A gate to the Kingdom of Heaven! Through halo, the orb, you enter the angelic reality, the winged V. Spiritual vision has to become constant. Our perception of others must become perfected. We must only perceive truly. We must understand what it means for perfect love to cast out all fear in a perfect appreciation for others under every and all circumstances.

“One child of God is the only teacher sufficiently worthy to teach another. One Teacher(The Holy Spirit) is in all your minds, and He teaches the same lesson to all. He always teaches you the inestimable worth of every Son of God, teaching it with infinite patience born of the infinite love of Him for Whom He speaks.” Jesus [CE T-7.VI.8:1-3]

We are just like Jesus going through our own crucifixion, overcoming the illusion of suffering coming from an outside source, but not as extreme.  We are sharing in Resurrection. The second coming of the Christ is the rising of Christ-Mind in you. A journey of ascension from body identification back to angelic heritage.

I want to thank you all for reading this today. Please share it with your friends! Let the truth be known.

If you want to hear the rest of the story, consider subscribing on Substack.  I have decided to keep the posts public/ free on both on Stubstack and the website. www.IamOneSelf.com You can contribute $8 a month only if you feel moved. This “Letter to Self” is part of series called “Matters of the Heart.”

If you want to learn how to discover the Face of Christ, the Golden Halo of Light, I am doing a whole series called the “The Illumination Chronicles”. I am opening up about living in the golden rule. You might say I am no longer holding it back.

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“The lamp of thy body is the eye; when therefore, thine eye is single, thy whole body also will be light; but if it be evil, thy body also will be dark." Jesus Luke 11:34 – Peshitta  

You can do this. I know you can! Don’t be afraid to reach out. I am your eternal friend. We went through hell over the last two years letting go of a lot of headaches. I will do everything I can to help you let go of yours.

Much Love,

Isaiah Kenney